I will not do it with a smile.
I will not go the extra mile.
I will not seize upon the day.
I will not find the words to say.

I will not stand up brave and free.
I will not make a better me.
I will not take the time to grow.
I will not be inspiring, no.

I will not rise up strong and proud.
I will not,
*will not*,
live life loud.

I’ll do it like I always do.

With scorn and spite and fuck you too.