GREAT. My husband IS DESTORYING ME. I don’t know how much longer I can fucken DO THIS.

My oldest son who thinks hes real funny, class comedian… is suspended from school for bringing TWELVE of my soiled tampons and 2 pads to school for his Friday show n tell yesterday. My lovely husband thought it was funny and demands I dont reprimand MY son.

My husband went to the school to collect my tampons. I told my sons orincipal just to toss them but he said it was a biohazard and that I had to take them and dispose of them properly. Like hello bitch u have women droppin blood in your facility every day why are mine any different? Because theyre a little moldy? Please bitch.

Anyway I come home from pickin up beer for my lovely darling husband and I catch him SUCKING on my tampons. Fucken fowl. I didnt even know what to say. I couldnt confront him until this morning and all he said was that he does this all the time. Sucks the “juice” out of them once I toss them in the pile in the bathroom and then puts them back. Time to get a trash can I think since I can’t trust my husband or children to leave trash where it belongs on the ground. I’m so sickende by my husbands actions I tell him I don’t want him sharing the bed with me tonight. He loss it. Took my truck and drove it 6 miles down the road with my dog and then walked back. Told me if I wanted my truck back I could go get it but won’t give me the location.

When he got home he was so upset still that he actually took a big yellow liquid shit on the floor of our bedroom and tried to blame it on Electra. I STEPPED IT IN BAre FOOTED Meanwhile he laughs uncontrollably when I ask him about it. HE THINKS ITS FUNNY. I had to clean up another HUMAN BEAN’S SHIT. Liquid sludgy shit I’m so fucken appalled. Sick to my stomach. As I type this his 33 years old GROWN ASS is laughing from the kitchen as he drinks all the beer I BOUGHT for ME. No wonder my son thinks it’s funny to steal my woman trash from the pile and BRING IT TO SCHOOL AND SHOW ALL HIS CLASSMATES.

Last August he brought MY BRA in and was told that if he pulled this shit again he’d be suspended so now here we are. I’m humiliated because of course in this small town word travels quick and now the neighborhood parents know that my FUCKEN KID LIKES TO STEAL BLOODY HYGEINE PRODUCTS FROM WOMEN. Probly thinking I’m some kind of failure. I hate this. I’m tired my husband treats me like he’s a school bully and I’m his pray. He thinks hes funny and charming but that routine has gotten so tired and annoying. Please god give me FUCKEN STRENGHT.