I discovered masturbation when I was about 8 years old, rubbing my penis between the furry legs of a stuffed bear. There was always a bit of fluid when I would do it, but never any noticeable discharge when I would climax. I had been jacking off fairly regularly for a couple of years. One day, when I was about 10, a short time after I had finished wanking, I went to pee. I felt an odd sensation, not really pain, and I noticed what looked like a bloody discharge in my urine.

This scared the hell out of me and I got really worried that I had somehow injured myself. I was too embarrassed to say anything to my mother. I didn’t jack off for at least a week, but I didn’t notice any more blood in my urine.

When I began masturbating again, I began to notice a bit more of a discharge while I would masturbate and gradually, I began producing more semen when I would ejaculate.

I have always wondered what that bloody discharge might have been. It’s always seemed that was the start of things leading up to full blown ejaculation.