So I used to be a hardcore poster on here. Now not so much since I got married. I work out 6 times a week and have read Mein Kampf over 10 times.

I wanted to discuss something with all of you which concerns us. It concerns women and in general how the different gender relations are viewed. I know female equality is something a lot of you care about.

I am a concervative who is against refugees and everything Liberal. My views concerning women’s position in society were shaken after a certain event took place in my life.

One morning my wife left her phone on the kitchen table. I opened it up to find texts from some guy named Marcel who I later found out was her coworker who had immigrated from Spain. He was texting her about how delightful it was to carry her into bed and to kiss her breasts. She replied with hearts.

I was furious. Yet at the same time I found myself masturbating to what was happening. That morning I got the strongest orgasm I have ever felt in my entire life. Why?

By the time I confronted my wife, she had already been missing every second night while I jacked off fantasising what her and Marcel were doing, while I was smelling her panties and the bed sheets where my wife used to sleep.

I pretended to be angry at her. That was what was expected of me. Because I am a man and someone who is redpilled. But then I hugged her and when given the choice to stay or leave the marriage, I chose to stay. Her and Marcel still keep in touch.

My point is that, not everything is so black and white. I managed to find joy in my wife’s adventures even though I was ashamed and hated it at first. It was these feelings that gave rise to a new, stronger passion for me and lit up our sex life. The fact that her relationship with him was something secret to me, made it feel exciting and new to me. You may call it cuckoldry, but I call it “rediscovering your wife every single day in a new light”. You can be like me, you can see relationships as complex as they are.