>It started off very early when I was young knowing that my family was a bit better off than others financially. I was also a smart child so teacher’s favorite etc…I felt better than other people, always. In middle of elementary something happened that made me lose all my social abilities and I used my superiority in intellect as a protection mechanism from there on out. As my inability to fit in with most people became more apparent, I further used my perceived superiority to protect psyche.

>To this day I am better at a lot of things than most people and I am still fairly isolated and unable to think like other people and be like other people. The feelings of superiority are still with me as well.