Im probably going to get kick out of this damn school for some stupid shit. I dont even smoke drugs but im the only guy with enough sense to realize that theres a war against me and the quitting game doesnt pay dividends as good as surrender. Theres no future in it, either become a bum, live with my parents, do manual labor or get a job that will prevent me from speaking the truth. The truth that theres a war against me and others like me, they want communist china where they arrest me, take away my job, take away my freedom just for seeing the world a different way. Its not organized, but one way or another there will always be a huge contingent against me for only the sake of self righteous boredom. If i play, i loose. If i dont play, i loose. African bush people only care about food, getting food, and avoiding injury. American computer people only care about things I dont even begin to understand, all I know is that we are different. American bush man would be a good compromise, I think I’d rather go do that than work for someone else. Im the greatest programmer, that I know of, in my class. I do this stuff in my sleep. Ive been programming for most of my life. I run circles around people in (this) industry, but they dont care. Ghengis khan succeeded because he hired people to his army that where the best, but didnt have nepotistic connections, I dont have any “paper” qualifications but i sure do have many, many, many examples of how I can teach myself anything that I put my mind to. Nobody ever really looses, nobody ever truly wins, we cant hope to see the patterns in the noise of the N-body simulation of the entire situation that we have to deal with every day. If you avoid people like they have the plauge, you see your path crystal clear like a river in the winter. Oswald spengler’s fatalism dictates that all we can do is try to liver interesting lives that are worth living. MY life is worth living, even if I dont have a piece of paper or an ornamental.
Thats long
i had to delete some words, so it would fit in the limit
so if it doesn’t make sense, its not because I’m incoherent, Its because I was limited by space