I don’t like being touched and it’s dumb. In private with a special other is ok, and a formal handshake with someone is ok too. However, as soon as something else happens, like a hug or hand holding, I get very anxious and uncomfortable. The weirdest thing to me is it’s worse in public. I guess I have a sense of being judged constantly which could be the problem, but at the same time I’ve never cared what people think so I’m confused. I’ve never talked to anyone professional about this but talking to a lot of friends who have personal experience or fiends with friends of personal experience say it can be caused by a traumatic event that may have happened in the past. Funny thing is I don’t remember anything happening in my life that was “traumatizing”. Aside from the subtle depression here and there or the constant feeling of being trapped, my life is absolutely perfect. I don’t know what to do but I really just want to know why, or at least make it stop