i want to get drunk with misato, but have her slip paranoia inducing drugs into my drinks. she would hold me tight as i shriek in terror from the demons clawing their way through my walls then shed shove her fingers down my throat to make me shut up, killing me from asphyxiation. she could slam my face into a wall until my skull is completely shattered, permanently deforming me and giving me brain damage and id fucking thank her. id let her fucking slaughter me and prepare my corpse as a roast dinner and id smile the whole time knowing my final moments will be spent with my one and only true love, misato katsuragi. god i want her to take my heart, quite literally, itd be amazing if she shoved her hands right into my chest and removed my heart, itd still be beating at rapid speeds while she holds it up in the air from the sheer thrill of the situation. i want her to rip my leg off with her bare hands and cave my skull in with it and i hope that when shes done all thats above my neck is a pulp of blood and gore.