It has been about a day since this happened and I am not really sure what to do or how to feel about it. I am heartbroken and don’t really know why she is so upset by it all.

So I (20M) met my girlfriend (24F) at a local art convention a few months ago and we got along with each other from the very beginning. We have a lot of similar interests including both being very creative, she loves to create pottery and I love writing, specifically smut fanfictions.

I never told her what my stories were actually about because I thought it might be too much to tell her in the early days of knowing her and I was more just worried she would think I was weird. Once or twice she had asked and I would tell her about them neglecting to sexual elements. There had been a few close calls but they never amounted to anything and still didn’t know the truth so it was all fine.

Her birthday was a few months away and I thought that maybe I could write her a special something to hopefully please her and open myself up to her. I decided to write a fanfiction where we would both get transported to the land of Wreck it Ralph (as it was her favourite movie) and had to work out a way to get out in time for her birthday celebration. I started to work on this and kept working on it in my spare time for the next month.

That pretty much explains why I started writing the story and why she didn’t know about it and that leads us to yesterday. Ok, so it had been a long day of work and I came back to her apartment and she was staring at her laptop with makeup running down her face. At first I was confused and thought something terrible had happened to her family or something but as I started running to her I noticed that it wasn’t her laptop it was mine. I had stupidly left my laptop on with the story open for her to see.

Pretending I didn’t know what she was looking at I asked her “what’s wrong”. She started to cry even more and asked me why I was writing disgusting stories about her. I told her that it was supposed to be a surprise and she slammed my laptop, gave it to me and told me to get out.

I was and am honestly so confused about it but she sent me a message saying that I had ruined her favourite movie and she didn’t know how I could write the things I did. The last thing she said was that us getting trapped in the Wreck It Ralph and having to have a threesome with every adult character to escape was something that a severely ill person would come up with.

I don’t think she’s going to let me come back, but I really miss her and didn’t mean for anything to offend her like it did. Also the story wasn’t finished and I let her know that maybe on her birthday I can send her the final version and she might like it better. She hasn’t responded to me yet so I’m just putting this post here for some thoughts.

If I had just turned off my laptop none of this would have even happened.

TL;DR: I wrote a smut fanfiction for my Girlfriend’s birthday about us in the Wreck It Ralph movie and now she wants nothing to do with me.

Edit: I only wrote about adult characters