Serious post/question. I consider myself straight. I’m not attracted to guys, I’ve never kissed a guy, don’t like the way they smell, etc… I’m also a total degenerate with girls, have fucked over 200 girls, love to eat pussy, have licked hot girls’ asses, love to fuck their faces and love their tits… However, I get the urge to suck dick from time to time. Usually after watching porn. I don’t like the guy, I hate to even put my hands on his body, I’m just attracted to the cock.
I’ve sucked 21 dicks in my life and the common theme is that once I start, I usually start regretting it right away. I don’t like to feel of a flaccid cock. I have a very sensitive gag reflex and my eyes quickly get watery. I don’t like the taste of precum so if I get the slightest hint of that, I’m just completely turned off. I’ve never swallowed and the mere thought of consuming something made in a guy’s body is a complete and disgusting turn off.
Has anyone else had similar experiences? As I write this, I wish I had a regular cock to call up and suck but I just know that the minute I start, I’ll probably regret it.