I didn’t say I’m completely cutting you off, only a little. Because it seems I cant trust you with how I’m feeling about anything or being apart of your group. In between the whole “I never help people in vent chat, or never really help people period” thing and the “come on bro, just feel better, its friday tomorrow” and then me always in the background of everything, it tells me I’m obviously not as close as I thought we were. Obviously I’m not going to cut you off completely, but I will lessen my interactions to only school hangouts and once in a while hang outs after school.


In general You can think I’m some heartless narcissist But i know I’m not And obviously you dont know enough about me to tell me who I am But you can say that. Hate me if you want. I dont care You are all just snakes to me now. And I will not even dread a moment of everything I said right now, because I am whatever i think i am, and people who arent fools will agree. Nor would they try to switch up on a person after they spilled their heart out to them And you can lie to yourself, because I know you had disdain for oli before. I could hear it in your voice, how you said things. Your mannerisms You can’t fool me But talk all of your talk. If this is how I’m looked upon by others, I dont want to be here

the first email was when I first read your message, I was angry. Please ignore that email, after talking to Chris, I realized it wasn’t my best decision. I’m not asking for forgiveness, I want to set the record as straight as possible. I never made fun of your brother’s death or your coping mechanism. I did say my piece, and that could be insulting to an extent. what I really said, no sugarcoating, was “I find it strange that he does that. it makes me feel uncomfortable, and I feel that is a little disrespectful and disturbing, however, it’s his coping mechanism.” paraphrased of course. I have no idea what ivy said or how distorted she made things sound, but I promise you that I didn’t say half of the things she said I said. as I said, not asking for your forgiveness, I don’t really care if you even believe me or not. I have nothing to lose at this point. if you want to believe that I insulted your brother, then so be it. I understand either way what I said was warped and gross, and there was a reason I didn’t tell you. I didn’t intend for things to be this grossly melodramatic, but there is no fixing it. I trusted ivy in confidence that she could hear me out and talk to me, but it seems like I trusted the wrong person. I’d tell you what she said about you and the others, but I doubt that you want more drama. I’m sorry
From david