Everything you just said basically says that people such as yourself are way way way dumber than I always expect them to be.
I’m not saying this as an insult, I’m saying this so that you’ll be aware of your dumbness. Cause at your level, you’re just too dumb to know that you’re dumb. But that doesn’t mean things are hopeless, you can still learn from others, just gotta be careful about who you learn from. Don’t let people lead your astray like Trump did. Good luck.