I’ve noticed that my popularity has declined since my awareness has grown and that’s a pretty disheartening thing as a woman who doesn’t like to solely post pictures of myself looking dolled up but that’s also okay because the algorithm was just glorifying me for facile reasons anyway. namely in order for the allowance of gossip about how “cold” or something I am to continue, when the fact is that I’m just a misunderstood soul who has trouble connecting with people socially because I can’t help reading into everything in a way I know most people don’t appreciate. oh and also my provocative political posts yeah Facebook LOVES those. I’m not going to intrude or interfere when I prefer to observe or think, why should I have to feel ashamed for allocating my energy to conceiving? most importantly – why should it matter that I have a desire (like literally every other person) to be heard and understood? I don’t understand how girls (and no offence to this particular temperament or anything) who post thirst traps that make every other girl feel miserable about how they look physically, get revered and worshipped and yet I’ve had to battle my entire life to stay afloat in a world where it’s okay to shit on being a literal anomaly that is a woman who has truly grasped logic and managed to transform it into a reality-bending performance art. irony at its peak